struggles

yesterday's positivity not withstanding--what a struggle the working world has been this year!!! everything keeps piling up on top of itself and getting more and more stressful as we approach our wedding date. all i can say is something's got to give... beth certainly deserves better. and i'd like to think i deserve better too. i'm praying for the career tidal wave to come along and crash down some barriers to success... i am NOT a money motivated person. this is about life satisfaction and survival.